What is sexy? Well as many mom's find after children sexy is not quite the same as it used to be. Yes I used to enjoy getting all pretty for the husband which well, It just doesn't happen to often nowadays. I don't feel so sexy anymore  between the headlights which no longer point up as high as they used to, the extra fifteen pounds and the stretch marks I'm feeling about as sexy as a pile of sh**....

Despite this I pulled a stunt on my hubby. Last night we are sitting on the couch watching tv and for whatever reason I get the craving for some kisses from Joel. We haven't just made out in ages. Yes that’s right made out like two horny teenagers in the back of dad's car. So I decided to just start kissing Joel and as I am he is cracking up which is not exactly putting me in the mood but hey I am getting some attention. So after that I keep on kissing he finally started kissing back and it was nice. Really nice.. I had no intention of taking it any further I just wanted some kisses and he enjoyed it too! After that we shared a nice hug and scratched each others backs for a while. See what just a little loving can do!