So that last two days have been a nightmare. First off it's that time and since I had the baby my period seems to be much worse then it used to be. My cramps are much more severe and I get incredibly angry over small things. It's like someone else is in my body. For example, at work about two weeks ago I gave out some information about how we can correct a design problem in one of our systems. Then I went on vacation. When I came back I see that they took my idea and passed it off as their own I got so upset I had to go into the ladies room and cry. This seems to happen over and over again to me. Is it because I am the only woman in an all male department? Then today I had to travel about 1.5 hours from my home for work. I was trying to give myself an extra 30 minutes encase I got lost but I couldn't find my car keys so I couldn't get out the door. They were under the couch! Needless to say I got completely lost and it was like I couldn't recover from it. I felt like I was a small child who got separated from her mother at the mall. Again I cried. I can't tell if I am really this unhappy with my job (there is alot of other things that have happened to me at this job. Maybe one day I'll get into it) or if I am just PMSing. I missed my son so bad today. I miss him more each day.